26/08/2024 - 'Days by the sea and sit down wees' by David
There was no blog last week I'm afraid as I was really on a bit of a downer. I had been feeling poorly for three weeks and was really fed up with coughing, sneezing and nursing a sore throat. My hands and legs were weak, my body ached all over, and I was feeling sorry for myself, wallowing in self pity on my own at home while Alice was at work. Apart from attending the monthly MND support group meeting, I didn’t leave the house for six days and I said to Alice that I just couldn't write anything down. While resting either in bed or on the sofa, I had a lot of time to think and sometimes too much thinking is not necessarily a good thing. For the first time since my diagnosis over a year ago, I actually felt scared of dying. It's not the actual death that frightens me as we are all going to go sometime and we just hope it will be painless and atraumatic. MND is largely a painless condition and I've come to accept the inevitable so that isn't my worry. What I am scar...