MND can get in the sea

Alice and I have had quite a hard fortnight, interspersed with some lovely moments too - that's life with motor neurone disease I suppose.  We are adapting to new challenges at home and the problems that come with them, but there has also been laughter and humour too. We've been on a 3 date tour visiting the faded seaside glamour of the autumnal south coast, taking in Bournemouth, Southsea, and Cowes, spent precious time with our family and friends, and have met two olympic gold medal winning athletes in the same fortnight! I thought that losing my ability to walk would be the worst thing in the world but actually, I have accepted and adapted very well to the wheelchair. What is far worse, is the loss of strength in my upper limbs.  My arms can't go higher than my shoulders, so scratching my head, putting on a jumper, or my glasses, is hard. Sadly, picking my nose is also very difficult! My hands can't cut or spread food, and my fingers cramp up around a cup, or while b...

In the weeks since the last blog, we've been busy doing some really worthwhile and positive things, but unfortunately in the days in between, I have been feeling very sad, frustrated and annoyed with my situation.  We will start with a positive – I received the results of the biopsy I had taken of my nose.  I had a persistently bleeding area which looked suspicious of skin cancer, but the results came back as sun-damage only and since having the area removed, I have had no further problems.  This is a relief as it was liable to bleed at every knock and when other people are getting you dressed, they may not always remember to take particular care not to touch it with jumpers etc. Another positive came in the form of a parcel from John which contained a signed Derby County FC shirt!  As Alice took the photo of me holding it up, she noted I was already wearing a Derby top and scarf, so this really completed the look! So, although there is plenty of good, th...